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A note to the reader:  Literary license has been exercised in the creation of this story.   It is based upon the events that could have taken place between the lines in the scripture passage listed below.   I hope you enjoy The House of Fish.

Robin Scritchfield
Arlington, VA
December 2015

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Mark 8:22-26:  “They came to Bethsaida, and some people brought a blind man and begged Jesus to touch him.  He took the blind man by the hand and led him outside the village.  When he had spit on the man’s eyes and put his hands on him, Jesus asked, “Do you see anything?”  He looked up and said, “I see people; they look like trees walking around.”  Once more Jesus put his hands on the man’s eyes.  Then his eyes were opened, his sight was restored, and he saw everything clearly.  Jesus sent him home, saying, “Don’t even go into the Village.” (NIV)

 

THE HOUSE OF FISH

Chapter 1 – The Problem

“He’s at it again!”  Sue threw the dishcloth into the soapy water, sloshing water over the side of the sink and onto the kitchen floor.  She eyed the mess, pursed her lips and sighed deeply.  “Great!  Like I need this,” she said as she pointed towards the floor, “aggravation on top of him.” 

Her brother stopped cleaning a fish and looked at her.  “Arthur?” 

“Of course Arthur!”

Josh threw his knife at the wooden tabletop where its point neatly and firmly stuck.  He watched the knife sway back and forth, counting each motion as he tried to get his anger under control.  It didn’t work very well.

“I’ve had just about enough of his behavior, I can tell you.  It wouldn’t be so bad if he could do something to help out around here, but he’s either whining about “poor me, I’m blind so someone should take care of me” or else he’s bumbling around knocking into the tables or the customers.  Mrs. Henry nearly sued us over his repeated and so-called ‘accident’ of walking into her and somehow groping her.” 

“He does apologize each time, Josh.  He didn’t mean to grab her at that precise spot, and says that he only wanted to feel the material.  What are we going to do, Josh?  He’s disturbing the customers so much again today that I had two full tables of them get up and walk out.  We’ve got to do something.  I can’t watch out for him full-time plus wait on the customers.”

“It’s not only our business that he’s disrupting either.  Mr. and Mrs. Franks across the road told me yesterday that he was at their place sitting in the doorway pulling his ‘poor pity me’ routine, blocking the entrance, grabbing towards the customers and begging from the ones who try to step over him.  They’re losing customers, too.   He has started wandering more in the streets and being a general nuisance to the point where people are changing where they conduct business.  The whole street is starting to lose money because of his behavior.”

The background sounds coming from the dining room grew while silence descended between Josh and Sue as they each contemplated the possible options in dealing with this situation.

“It’s sad really,” said Sue.  “Arthur wasn’t always like this.  Remember when he used to make the most beautiful fabrics?  The designs he weaved into them were amazing.  When he lost his vision his few remaining family members shoved him out of his own home and took over his business.  And they weren’t even close relations.”

“Yes, and you feeling sorry for him is how we ended up with the care of him.  You collected him like you would have taken in a stray cat that was starving.” 

“No, it’s us being fellow Guild members that made it our responsibility to care for him especially when his own family kicked him out.”

A loud crash and a scream came from the dining room. 

“Now what?” 

Josh and Sue both bolted through the swinging doors to see what the cause of the latest catastrophe was.  They found Arthur standing stock-still next to a mound of fallen and broken dishes.  Sitting in the midst of it was an irate customer.

“It was an accident,” whined Arthur, distress showing all over his face.

“Uh huh,” said Josh as he leaned down to help the customer out from underneath a blanket of shards.  He turned his head towards Sue.  “Send a message to the other guild members that we’re going to have a meeting here tonight after business hours to discuss our ‘problem.’”

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Chapter 2 – The Discussion

Nearly every member of the streets’ guild was in attendance.  As soon as the last customer left, Josh locked the door and turned to face his neighbors and fellow business owners. 

“I appreciate each of you being here tonight, especially on such short notice,” Josh said then paused to clear his throat before going on.  “This isn’t one of our regular meetings to discuss trade conditions or other issues relating to the Guild.  It’s for one reason.  Arthur.”

Groans could be heard around the room.  People shifted in their chairs and looked at their neighbor as they rolled their eyes and gave a short snort or heavy sigh. 

“Yes,” Josh said, addressing the non-verbal actions that signified the general feelings of each one present, “we’ve all been facing increasing disruptions from him.”

“And whose fault is that?”  Mr. Thomas looked hard at both Sue and Josh, his steely glance answering his own question.  More murmurs of ascent could be heard from the others.

“I know,” Josh said loudly as he held up his hand to quiet the room.  “I know,” he said in a more conversational tone as the noise level died down.  “It’s true, we did offer to take him into our home to look after him when he was left without anywhere to go, but that was in keeping with the stipulations of the contract he had with the Guild.  All of us have that same paragraph in our contract that states that any member in good standing will be cared for by other Guild members should we be unable to care for ourselves.”

“In good standing?”  John Smythe asked.  “Arthur hasn’t been in good standing for years!  When was the last time he even paid his dues?”  All eyes looked to Mr. Franks who was the treasurer for the Guild.

“Well,” intoned Mr. Franks as he looked at the floor and then let his eyes travel up the wall towards the ceiling where they stayed for several seconds before starting their circuit around the room once again with a brief glance across the face of Josh.  “Well, I suppose it’s been quite a while.”

“What exactly does that mean, Mr. Franks?”  John Smythe was not going to let him off the hook that easily.

“Well,” he began again.  “According to my records, it’s been close to four years since Arthur last paid his dues.”  The murmurs around the room grew rapidly.

Four years?!”  Mr. Thomas looked hard at Josh and Sue again.  “You’ve let this man pester us and affect our businesses for four years when none of us are under any obligation to care for Arthur any longer, and haven’t been for four years?” If Mr. Thomas said four years again, Josh would probably slap him.

This meeting wasn’t turning out at all how Josh envisioned it would.  He and Sue being put on trial wasn’t at all where he thought this meeting would go.  Truth told, if enough of the members wanted to condemn them on this point, they would be put out of the Guild.  And everyone knew that a business of a non-Guild member could not survive in this town.  They would lose everything.  He had to bring the meeting around to the point for having called the meeting.

“Which brings me to the reason why I’ve called this impromptu meeting.  We know that Arthur is a general nuisance, and that we are all losing customers and money because of it.  Does anyone have any suggestions as to how we can deal with this?”

“Put him in a boat and set him adrift,” came from someone in the back of the room.  “Whoever finds him where he washes ashore can take care of him.”  Sue got a pained expression on her face over hearing this.

“Take him fishing and drop him overboard,” came another. 

Now Sue was angry!  Arthur may be a nuisance to them all, but he didn’t deserve drowning.  She took a deep breath.  

“Take him to the Teacher,” Sue said loudly to cut across the chatter before someone else could give another ridiculous solution.  The room got so quiet that you could almost hear your own heartbeat.

“The Teacher!”  Mrs. Franks asked scornfully.  “Why, he’s nothing but a crank, a crack-pot.  Surely you don’t believe the things he has been saying?”  She stared into Sue’s eyes, daring her – willing her? -- to speak unguardedly.  “You know that he talks against our government’s practices.  Sure he’s done a few good things here, but you can’t believe the things he says.  Or do you?”   Every eye in the room was on Sue as they waited for her to answer. 

No, thought Josh, this isn’t at all how I thought this meeting was going to go.

Sue laughed nervously.  “No, of course I don’t believe what he says, but he has done some good things.  Why not take Arthur to him and see if he can do anything with him?”  Around the room, a few heads nodded in agreement.  Sue grasped at this positive response and proceeded, plainly stating what several of them were prepared to do.  “Wouldn’t it be better to do this,” she stopped to glare at the one who wanted to drop Arthur overboard, “than to murder Arthur?” 

Put like that, there was nearly a unanimous agreement on this legal course of action.

Josh seized the moment, and was glad to not be in danger of losing his Guild membership, or being party to murder.  “Good!  Since the majority seems to prefer this solution, that’s what we’ll do.  First thing in the morning, we’ll meet up here, take Arthur to the Teacher and be back in time to open up our businesses as usual.  Meeting adjourned.” 

Throughout the meeting, no one had noticed the silhouette of Arthur’s head in the window of one of the swinging doors to the kitchen as he listened to the plans his former Guild brothers had for him tomorrow.

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Chapter 3 – The Meeting

The Guild members stepped through the entrance to The House of Fish and into the street, Arthur placed in the front where he could be firmly guided by them. 

“I don’t want to go!” Arthur said as he squirmed and tried to pull and push himself free from their grasp.  “I’ll be good, I promise.”

“Now Arthur, this is for your own good,” said Josh.

“No, it’s not.  It’s for your good.  I heard you all last night, your complaints and your plans.  You can’t do this!”  Arthur started to whimper.  “You promised to take care of me.  Sue?”  There was no reply or calming hand on his arm to comfort him as in the past.  “Sue?  Please don’t let them do this to me.” 

“She’s not here, Arthur,” Josh said.  “We’ll get you safely to the Teacher.”

Arthur began to quietly cry.  First he had lost his sight and was unable to make his beautiful cloths.  His greedy family took his business away from him.  It wasn’t long afterwards that his family shoved him out of his own house before taking that for themselves, too.  With these Guild brothers now giving up on him, there was nowhere else he could go.  There was no one left who cared for him. 

As the tears streamed from his sightless eyes, the last bit of fight deserted him.  He hung his head and let them lead him where they might.  Perhaps death would welcome him and bring the peace he sought.

They had not walked very far when Josh and Mr. Franks spotted a crowd coming towards them.

“Over there,” said Mr. Franks pointing.  “He’s right there in the front.”

“I see him,” Josh said.  “Come on.”  They each took hold of Arthur’s arms and steered him directly into the path of the crowd, then stopped to wait while the crowd came closer.

“Teacher?”  Josh hated to use this title as this man certainly had not taught him anything, but since it was a title he had given to himself, Josh used it.

The crowd hesitated when the Teacher stopped, craning their necks as they tried to see who had caught His attention.  His brown, soulful eyes turned to look into Josh’ eyes. 

It’s almost as if He can see why I’m here, Josh thought, and had to tear his eyes away before he lost his nerve to speak.  He cleared his throat.

“Teacher, we have all either seen or heard of the many good things you have done since you have been in our city.”  Josh could see out of the corner of his eye that the crowd was listening intently to his words.  Emboldened, Josh continued.  “People we personally know have had their lives impacted by the works you have been able to do.   Mr. Simmons’ daughter, who could not walk because of a deformed foot, is now running and playing with the other children because her foot was made whole.

“You” – pointing to the Teacher – “did that.”  The crowd nodded their heads and murmured their agreement.  Josh was encouraged even more.

“Mr. Peterson, who had been deaf his whole life now hears.  Because of what you did.”

“That’s right, Josh, you tell it!” shouted someone in the crowd.

“And the widow Martin’s son was brought … back … to … life.”  Josh turned to look at the Teacher.  “Since you’ve done all of these things, you should not have any problem with this” – pointing to Arthur – “man standing here.”

For the first time, the Teacher spoke, “And what would you have me do with him?”

“Now’s the chance,” said Mr. Thomas in an aside to Josh.  “Take it!”

All of the suggestions that were brought up during the meeting last night flitted through his mind, and he was ashamed that some of them had been voiced. 

“You see,” Josh began, “he was once a good man, but he’s now a trouble-maker, causing all of the business-owners in this area to lose customers and a lot of money.  If you could find someplace for him where he wouldn’t be in the way or a nuisance, we would be willing to give him to you.”  Now that he had made his statement, he folded his arms across his chest and waited to see what the Teacher would offer to do.

The Teacher looked at Arthur’s tear-stained face, his eyes reddened from the crying, his head bowed.

“Arthur,” the Teacher quietly spoke the name, “look at me.”  Arthur turned his head in the direction of that quiet voice.  “Do you believe I can help you?”

“I’ve heard of the things you have done, the things spoken of here as well as in the other streets.”  Arthur paused as a sob caught his throat and a tear rolled down his cheek.

The Teacher stepped closer to Arthur and spoke to him as if they were alone and not in the middle of the street with a large crowd all around them.  “Do you believe I can help you?” the Teacher quietly repeated.

“I must, Teacher, as I have no where else to turn.”

The teacher turned to the crowd.  “All of you go on about your business.”  The crowd began to disperse.  He then looked at Josh and the other Guild members standing there, waiting.  “I will take him.  Go on back to your businesses.”

While the others began to move away, Josh hesitated and looked once again at Arthur.  He remembered when he and Sue had agreed to take Arthur in to care for him.  His heart almost softened towards Arthur until he remembered, too, all of the problems he’d endured over the years and the cost to replace or repair things because of their decision to do so.  With steel in his heart, Josh turned towards his business, away from Arthur and the responsibility of him. 

Now alone in the street, Arthur waited to see what was to happen. 

“Come,” the Teacher said as he took hold of Arthur’s hand and place it in the crook of His elbow as He led him outside the city.

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Chapter 4 – The Solution

It had been many years since Arthur had been away from the city.  He could feel the absence of buildings as an uninterrupted wind gently kissed his face.  The sounds and the smells of a city filled with people were gone and were replaced by the fresher scents of a citrus orchard nearby.  He knew exactly where he was, and breathed deeply to fill his lungs with this delicious reminder of his boyhood.

“Sit here,” said the Teacher, gently guiding Arthur to sit on a nearby low wall of stone that bordered the end of an irrigation ditch.

“Teacher, will I have to go very far from here?  I’ve been here since birth.”

“You can go as far as you want to go,” said the Teacher sitting down next to him. 

“Without someone to care for me, how far could I go?”

“Someone does care.”

“Is this the someone you are taking me to?”

“No, this Someone I speak of is here. “  The Teacher cupped His hands and reached into the water to draw some of the water out.  Using it, He washed the dirt and tearstains from Arthur’s face.  The gentle touch of the Teacher’s hands, and the coolness from the wind drying the water on his skin was such a relief to Arthur.  He enjoyed this simple feeling of being clean and sighed contentedly.  “I have a balm for your eyes.  Do you believe that they can be healed?”

Arthur, through unseeing eyes, turned towards the Teacher’s voice and stared at Him.  “Is this true?  Can you do this thing?”

“As you believe, it will be done.”  With that, the Teacher added the balm to His wet fingertips and rubbed Arthur’s eyes. 

Arthur felt a slight warmth, then a gentle tingle in his eyelids that seemed to sink into his eyes themselves. 

“Do you see anything?” 

Arthur, who had not been able to see for years, felt a small hope well up within him.  Could this man truly give me back my sight?

Slowly, he opened his eyelids.  Light, glorious light registered in his mind.  Tall, blurry shapes of darker color passed in front of him.    Was this truly happening?

“What do you see?” asked the Teacher.

“I see,” Arthur paused to try to find the words to describe what he was seeing, his mind disbelieving that he could see anything other than darkness, while hope continued to grow within him.  In his excitement, his breathing grew heavier and faster.  “I see … I see people; they look like trees walking around.” 

Once more the Teacher put his hands on the man’s eyes.  “Now what do you see?”

Arthur opened his eyes once more.  In wonder, he looked up to see the sky in a shade of blue do deep that he was sure that today was the first day it had been this color.  The greens on the trees, the ripe fruit, hanging heavy on them, ready for harvest.  The water was a mixture of blues and greens.  Even the earth under his feet was brilliant in its muted tan color. 

People passing by were wearing reds and blues, shades of white, orange, and yellow.  There was black, too, but Arthur did not ever want to see black again.  He had lived in it for far too long.

Finally, Arthur looked at the Teacher patiently sitting next to him.   Those brown soulful eyes were full of merriment and caring.  “What do you see?”

“I see everything clearly.”  Arthur’s eyes filled with tears.  He wanted to weep for joy as now he could weave again to make his beautiful cloths.  And, oh what wonderful colors he would use in his designs! 

Quietness settled over Arthur as he realized that it was not only his sight that was restored, but he had also been given life.  I was ready to welcome death, and this Man has given me life! 

He looked at the Teacher and somehow sensed that He already knew all about the revelations and the gratitude inside of Arthur.  He said it anyway. 

“Thank you, Teacher, for my sight, my life, and for caring about me when none other could be found.”

The Teacher laughed with joy over Arthur’s happiness.  “I will care for you always.  There is no need for you to return to the life you had in the city.  Now it is time for you to go home.”

“Home.  What a wonderful word!”  Arthur jumped up and started to rush off down the long-familiar road to his house, eager to reclaim what is rightfully his.  He knew some family members who wouldn’t be so happy to see him.

Suddenly he stopped and turned back to the Teacher.  “You will always be welcome in my home.” 

“As you will be in mine.”  The Teacher watched as Arthur raced down the road, rejoicing in the new life he had been given.


 
 
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It’s hot and very humid here in the south.  Deep into July now, all of nature looks faded and nearly spent, as if it should be later in August.  There’s that school’s-about-to-start look to the foliage even though we are a month away from the first siting of a school bus that’s loaded with bleary-eyed children who have been used to sleeping in for a couple of months. 

I enjoy all of the changes in nature as each season shifts to the next and each seed, plant and tree seems to effortlessly go about the business of its own cyclical growth pattern.  People tend to notice this more in the spring when so many things are bursting into life, though changes occur throughout the entire year, each phase containing a beauty all its own.  Ah, the beauties and wonders of this world that God created for us to enjoy make me excited to see what visual delights await us in the New Earth!

During my prayer walk, as is my habit, I tend to pay particular attention to the wild undergrowth along the border of the path I walk.  It’s here that little white flowers (or hot pink or yellow ones) stand out brilliantly amongst the tired colors of summer’s overgrown weeds.  Once a vibrant shade of green, these weeds are now turning various hues of yellows, tans or browns as they have gone to seed.   

Seeing all of the changes surrounding me made me think of how change is inevitable in our lives, too.  But is it change itself that we – dare I say it – fear?  Many would say yes.  Most shrink from the thought of anything that would interrupt their current lifestyle and will do all they can to keep change from taking place, particularly if the change is not so pleasant.  Yet it is said that variety is the spice of life, right?  Or is the security of the mundane changelessness more desirable?  

Fickle creatures that we humans are, we crave routine (how else will you know where you are?), yet get restless in the sameness of life as days melt into the day-after-day-after-day routine without anything new, big, different or exciting happening.   Even those who love rigid routines will get bored with such a predictable life after a certain period of time.  Then there are those other people who seem to thrive on change (and lots of it!) and would stagnate with a life driven by even the merest hint at routine.  

Regardless of which type of lifestyle you’d prefer, change is inevitable and will come to us all.  But I surmise that it isn’t necessarily change itself that we shy away from, but rather the idea that we won’t have someone to stay consistently next to us through all of the changes that this life consists.  Change is stressful (whether the change is good or not); the thought of having to be alone can be devastating.

“Be strong and courageous.  Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” (Deut. 31:6)

Moses shared these words with the Israelites when he had to tell them that he (Moses) was no longer able to lead them.  He had been with them every day for forty years, but could not be with them when the next change occurred for them:  entering into the Promised Land.  Apparently the Israelites were fearful on hearing this, as he had to reassure them with the words ‘be strong and courageous.’  

How could they ‘be strong and courageous?’  Because the Lord himself was going with them and would not forsake them.  

And He kept His word.

Shortly after the death of Moses and just before Joshua was to lead the Israelites across the Jordan River to enter the Promised Land, God encouraged Joshua by telling him something similar. 

“As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you.”(Josh. 1:4-6)

And He kept His word.

After all of these years, He still keeps His word.  He does not change …

“Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.” (James 1:17)

... and He will never leave you.

“Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.”” (Hebrews 13:5)

Change in this life will happen.  Travel with the One who does not change and will never leave you.  He makes the journey all the sweeter.  The choice is yours.  He’s waiting for you.

“…And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” (Matt. 28:20)



(For more information about forming a relationship with the Lord, see How You can Find Him located at the top of this page.)


 
 
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Nearly 50,000 of you have been on this particular journey with me now for mere days shy of a full year.  And, oh, what a year it has been!  As I look back over this span of time, I see that it has been filled with many changes that resulted in adventures, as well as a number of detours to our otherwise normal, day-to-day living.  
 
This last year has brought with it a birth and several deaths; a near-divorce in one quarter and an approaching wedding in another; job and residence changes;  thousands of miles of anticipated travel, and another thousand or two of  unplanned travel on top of that; both destruction and construction home projects; overall, our household has been bursting with good health, with the exception of one memorable urgent emergency room visit for a ruptured appendix –  always in the middle of the night.  Why is that? – that resulted in surgery and a longer-than-normal hospital stay; newly-formed friendships, reaffirmation and strengthening of older friendships, and, sadly, the deterioration of relationships due to challenges that have yet to find an amicable resolution.  
 
All of these occurrences were tucked in between the normal demands and obligations of everyday home- and work-life.   No doubt, if you were to review
the previous twelve months of your life, it, too, would be filled with tales of
similar trials, changes or rough patches.  
   
John 16:33 (NASB)
“These things I [Jesus] have spoken to you, so that in Me you may have peace.  In the world you have tribulation [trials and distress and frustration], but take courage; I have overcome the world.” [Emphasis mine.]

Through it all – through every one of the ups and downs and sideways movements of life – God’s presence can be clearly seen as He silently wove His way in and out, around and through each and every circumstance, guiding and strengthening so we could successfully navigate these unexpected storms.  He stood firm and unchangeable as the one constancy in the midst of the chaos.  And He will always stand firm. 
 
While change is a constant and keeps our life in perpetual flux, there is a much better, consistently reliable Constant available to us.  
  
Hebrew 13:8
“Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.”

He is our strength giver …

Isaiah 40:29
“He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the
weak.”


and  our wisdom imparter.

James 1:5
“If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.”

He is our Rock …

Psalm 18:2
“The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.”

and He is our peace.

Isaiah 26:3
“You [God] will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you.”

None of us know what tomorrow will hold (let alone over the course of the next year),
but God does and He will be with us until the end.

Psalm 48:14
“For this God is our God for ever and ever; he will be our guide even to the end.”

With whom will you place your trust today for the changes to come in all of your
tomorrows?  The choice is yours.  He’s waiting for you.

(For more information about forming a relationship with the Lord, see
How You Can Find Him located at the top of this page.)

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Dear Fellow Travelers,

A known change is ahead.  I am being led onto a new path which will result in either less time being spent here on this site, or else may indeed lead me away from it altogether.  Until that is known, I will write pieces as I am able that will continue to show that God truly is present in everyday things each day of our lives. Do please check back for the new postings, or else to re-read postings that have previously been published.  They will continue to be available for you to read over the course of the next twelve months. 
 
Thank you again for traveling this particular path with me.  I hope to meet each one of you in heaven.  Remember, the choice is yours.

Be blessed,
Robin


 
 
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Watching the neighborhood kids while they were out playing a  game of tag in the street one day, I thought back to my own childhood; to the times I would take part in some playground game with a few classmates during recess or physical education class.  Regardless of the game we chose to play – four square, tetherball, tag, soccer, softball or kickball – someone would inevitably either not be paying attention at the start of the game and therefore be tagged as ‘it’ or else ‘out’ practically as soon as the game started; or else would not have the proper grip to swing the bat or have the correct hand/foot position in order to place the ball appropriately to score against the opposing team. 
There was always one of these head-in-the-clouds individuals at every game session whose first words uttered after an unsuccessful first attempt in the game would invariably be, “Hey!  I wasn’t ready.  Do over.” 

If the other players were lenient and felt accommodating, no penalty was assigned and another turn was granted, hopefully with greater success.  During a more serious game, however, this player would unhesitatingly be ‘out’ and relegated to the end of the line, the sidelines or the bench in order to await their next turn.
 
Ah, childhood.  Don’t you wish that adult life could be lived with those same playground rules?  Who of us would not love to yell “do over” whenever we said or did something wrong (or didn’t do or say something that we should have) and have the slate wiped clean so that we could be afforded another opportunity to get it right the next time?   
 
Psalm 86:5-7 
“You, Lord, are forgiving and good, abounding in love to all who call on you.  Hear my prayer, Lord; listen to my cry for mercy.  When I am in distress, I call to you, because you answer me.”

Our Lord, who loves us more than we can fathom, is eager to listen to our cries for forgiveness, help and mercy.  Not only will He listen, but He will answer when we call to Him.

2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV)
“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”

The clock cannot be turned back to a specific time in order for any us to undo an action, or else to erase words that should not have been spoken;  yet through Christ, we can be made into a new creation where, once obtained, healing and reconciliation both from the past and for the present is possible because “all things are become new.”

Unlike the games of childhood, there are no ‘do-overs’ available to any of us.  We are, however, offered a fresh start that’s ours for the asking.  Yes, it truly is that simple.  The choice is yours.  He’s waiting for you.       
 

(For more information about forming a relationship with the Lord, see
How You Can Find Him located at the top of this page.)


 

 
 
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Summer is now in full swing and so is the vacation season.   Both little ones and big ones alike eagerly look forward with great anticipation to trips that have been planned to familiar spots or new locations and all of the wonderful adventures waiting there to be explored
and/or experienced. 
 
Travel can take us many miles around the world or across our own country, or just a few miles around the corner from our house, where we can discover new and different
landscapes as well as environments that are alien to us. 
(Think that’s not possible within our own country’s borders?   Take someone from the wide open spaces of the mid-west to the heart of a large metropolitan city and see how they react.) 
 
A trip to new locations can be filled with many prospects of as-yet-unfound treasures or incredible vistas, interesting cuisines and new cultures to immerse ourselves within. 
  
There comes a point in every journey – sometimes quite abruptly- when the excitement and the newness wears off; when the smells of this foreign environment seem less appetizing; the cultural images of the bustle of life around you that had held wonder only yesterday has all but lost its appeal; and even the cuisine that had previously held adventure in every bite is now gone.  Homesickness settles in and you crave all that is familiar and comfortable to your everyday existence.  The excitement during the preparations at the outset of your journey dims significantly in comparison to the road-weariness you currently feel.   You eagerly turn your steps homeward where, upon reaching the threshold of your front door, you sigh contentedly at the familiar sights and smells of your home environment.  It’s good to be home!

John 17:14
“I [Jesus] have given them your [God’s] word and the world has hated them, for they are not of the world any more than I am of the world.”

As a child of God, this earth we live in each day is not our home and certainly not our intended destination.  This is our temporary abode.  We are only passing through it on our way to the final destination, our true home in heaven.  While we have not had the experience of having been there before, nevertheless, our Spirit-filled heart yearns for this heavenly home and fills us with a deep-seated longing to be where our Father resides.  
  
Our journey in this life is made sweeter because we know not only our destination,  but also that we have a constant traveling companion who will guide us along the entire way.

Psalm 73:24
“You guide me with your counsel,  and afterward you will take me into glory.”

Once this earthly journey is over and we take our final breath, as a Child of God, we arrive home at long last to a warm welcome and the open arms of the Lord.  Nestling into His loving arms, true rest is finally ours when we hear Him say,

“Well done, good and faithful servant!”  Matthew 25:23

Do you have questions about the purpose of this life or where your journey is taking you?  Weary traveler, the Father longs to hear from you and will give you the answers you seek.  
 
As always, the choice is yours.  He’s waiting for you.


(For more information about forming a relationship with the Lord, see
How You Can Find Him located at the top of this page.)


 
 
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Anyone who has known me for any length of time knows that it’s
common for me to say, “It was an accident.”  While this phrase was learned early in childhood and used frequently as a defense in order to stave off the punishment  I knew would surely come whenever something got broken, in adulthood, it came  to be a phrase that was intentionally spoken and produced smiles as its’ utterance invariably evoked memories of childhood antics and shenanigans that  had been performed with all the exuberance and recklessness of youth, which, invariably, contained many ‘accidents’.
 
This morning, “It was an accident” was out of my mouth nanoseconds before my favorite coffee mug impacted with the countertop and shattered beyond all repair.  I stood and stared at the many pieces for quite some time as I quietly mourned the loss of this ceramic companion of the last twenty years.   We had shared many cups of perfectly brewed coffee each morning and
comforting cups of hot tea or chocolate during cold, dark winter evenings when the wind howled and the snow swirled outside.  It had been the perfect size and shape for me to cup my hands around its warm exterior in order to chase the deep-seated cold from my fingers, or to ease the ache in my hands from long days of work.  
 
As I swept up the mess, I thought about how the search would have to begin – immediately! – for a new favorite mug.   Any old mug simply would not do as an appropriate replacement.    This search could quite possibly be a lengthy process as the new mug would have to be
just
right
with the correct dimensions, shape, balanced weight and fit for my hands.  Anything less would not be acceptable.  To some, this may sound excessive; to the rest of you, I know that you understand completely what I’m talking about as you, too, have a long-standing relationship with a favorite mug (or cup or drinking glass) of your own.

Irreparable, this mug’s usefulness was done and it could no longer function for what it had originally been designed.  The fragments of broken pottery clinked and thudded as they fell through the pieces of garbage in the trash bin before finally settling into silence at the bottom.  
 
Isaiah 64:8
“Yet you, Lord, are our Father.  We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand.”

God fashions each person much like a potter creates vessels on his wheel.  Each is designed according to the craftsman’s intent and for a specified function.  God – the Master Potter
– created us in His image for specific purposes.  

Romans 9:21
“Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for special purposes and some for common use?”

Over time, as we grow and our work evolves, our functionality also needs to change so that we can successfully meet the demands of the tasks that are set before us.  Often, we will have to be reshaped – sometimes broken and remade - into a new vessel that can better accommodate the new work requirements we have been given to complete.  Our Creator is faithful and eagerly works with us - the willing vessels – to gently transform us, at precisely the right time and in exactly the perfect way, into what His ideal is for each one of us.

Philippians 1:6
“Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to
completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”


When we feel as if we no longer have use or are cracked or broken beyond repair, God does not chuck us into the trashcan as a worthless or hopeless case. He still has a plan for us. And it’s a good plan!

Jeremiah 29:11
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

If you are willing, He will place you onto His potter’s wheel and gently mold you into a vessel that will be
just right for the work He has for you to do.  

It’s not too late.  He does have a purpose for you.  The choice is yours.  He’s waiting for you.    

(For more information about forming a relationship with the Lord, see
How You Can Find Him located at the top of this page.)


 
 
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For a number of years, a large black and white portrait of me was displayed inside my childhood home.  Regardless of the many houses we lived in, that picture could be found along with other family photographs either hanging on a wall or else sitting on top of a table somewhere in the house; many times in a prominent location to afford guests the opportunity to view it as well.  
 
In this picture, a months-old chubby me is sitting upright on some type of thick towel-like material that had been arranged in such a way that a wide mound of it was immediately behind me.  I always thought that it was the photographer’s way to add further dimension or interest to
the picture.  It was not until many years later as my mother and I sat talking around the kitchen table that she shared the story of the events surrounding this photographic session. 
 
The photographer had wanted me placed in a specific pose, yet I was still too young to sit upright on my own.  To get the effect he wanted, the photographer had my mother place her hand underneath the mounded material behind me to steady me and give me support long enough for the camera shutter to be snapped.   Her hand is not visible to anyone who views the end result, yet her unseen steadying presence made me appear stronger than I was.

God’s unseen hand does the same for His children as my mother’s hand did for me in the  photograph.  He strengthens and helps us.

Isaiah 41:10 
“I [God] will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

He watches over and guides us.

Psalms 32:8  “I [God] will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you.”

And He cushions us from the jagged parts of reality that threaten to harm us.

Psalm 32:7 “You [God] are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance.”

While we may not be able to see His hand in our current situation, we have the assurance that He is always with us.

Deuteronomy 31:8 “The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.  Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”

If we really take a look back to the times when we have come through difficult circumstances, we can see the evidence of God’s Hand in these many situations that we have encountered and have somehow – impossibly – come through only because of the strength, protection and guidance He steadily gives us.


THE UNSEEN HAND
By A.J. Sims

There is an Unseen Hand to me
That leads thru ways I cannot see
While going through this world of woe
This hand still leads me as I go.

I’m trusting to The Unseen Hand
That guides me through this weary land
And some sweet day I’ll reach that strand
Still guided by The Unseen Hand

His hand has led through shadows drear
And while it leads I have no fear
I know t’will lead me to that home
Where sin nor sorrows e’er can come.


I’m trusting to The Unseen Hand
That guides me through this weary land
And some sweet day I’ll reach that strand
Still guided by The Unseen Hand

I long to see my Saviors face
And sing the story saved by grace
And there upon that golden strand
I’ll praise Him for His guiding hand.

I’m trusting to The Unseen Hand
That guides me through this weary land
And some sweet day I’ll reach that strand
Still guided by The Unseen Hand


This assurance of His unseen hand is available to you, too.  The choice is yours.  He’s waiting for you.


(For more information about forming a relationship with the Lord, see How You Can Find Him located at the top of this page.)


 
 
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Not long ago, while searching through one of my bulging bookshelves, I came across several journals that I had written over the span of three or four years.  Unable to find the book I had originally been seeking, I opted instead to curl up into a cozy chair and have a little visit with my past self while I read about life during that time.

It was good to take this leisurely walk down Memory Lane.  Each page contained private thoughts (concerns, confessions, hopes and dreams) as well as an accounting of the people I met, conversations I had, places I visited, how the workday unfolded, the daily chores I either had to do or else had performed, and the projects I hoped to accomplish in the house or yard.  
 
Frequently interspersed between these subjects were the many prayers to God for help or
healing for others or me.  When an unbearable, impossible or unnavigable situation had risen to its’ apex and was about to crush me, the next page would reveal the details of how God
unhurriedly, gently and faithfully provided an answer at just the right time.  Recorded immediately following the resolution of a situation was the prayers of thankfulness for the many ways – oftentimes unexpected - in which God had supplied the answers that I had diligently sought.

Within these pages I discovered in amazement how God brought into reality the dreams that I had carried in my heart and prayed over for as long as I could remember.  There were several times – more than I care to admit - when I had nearly given up.   I poured my heart out to God and would constantly have to remind myself to hang on because the God who had answered earlier prayers (as evidenced by previous journal entries), would somehow also furnish answers to these current matters even though I could not see how.   On more than one occasion I whispered the same words that the father of the possessed son said to Jesus in Mark 9:24:  “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief.”  Ever eager to help His children, He also helped me.  It was with great joy to read the evidence of His faithfulness recorded in black and white by my own hand on the pages of my journal.  I fell in love with Him even more.

While we are in the midst of trying times, it’s easy to question where God is or if He has forgotten us because, instead of seeing His hand directly at work in a situation, we see only the blaring, crushing details of our oppressive circumstances.   

In ages past, God knew that the Israelites of the Old Testament would behave similarly.  He had performed great feats for them, yet each time they would enter into a new seemingly impossible
situation, they would forget that what He had done before, He could do again.  As a result, He frequently admonished them to ‘forget not’ or to ‘remember.’  
 
Deuteronomy 4:9
“Only be careful, and watch yourselves closely so that you do not forget the things your eyes have seen or let them fade from your heart as long as you live.  Teach them to your children and to their children after them.”

He knew that they would need to intentionally remember what He had done for them in the past so that they could be confident that He would take care of them from generation to generation.  But He didn’t want them to stop with only remembering for themselves; He also wanted them to tell their children and grandchildren of the wonderful provision He had made for them in every contingency.  As a result of their repeated telling to others, they would also be reminded of God’s faithfulness to them which would, in turn, also be an encouragement in their present circumstances.

Today we have God’s Word (the Bible) available to us as a written reminder of the things He has done, and the things He longs to do for His children.  While the Holy Bible is the divinely inspired Word of God, I like to think of it also as God’s journal to us where we can read of the struggles,
failures and triumphs of others as well as the abiding faithfulness of God in any and every situation that mankind could find himself in the midst of.  It is also filled with the many promises
He will fulfill in our life if we let Him.  

Psalm 103:2-5
“Praise the Lord, my soul, and forget not all his benefits – who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion, who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.”

While it is not good to dwell on the past, it is beneficial to see the route you have travelled and the many obstacles you have encountered (and hopefully overcome) along the way.  If you look
closely, you will be able to see evidence of the presence of God’s hand at every turn.

Romans 8:28
“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.”

For those times when you cannot see His hand, trust His heart.   He will never fail to keep His promises.  The choice is yours.  He’s waiting for you.

 
(For more information about forming a relationship with the Lord, see
How You Can Find Him located at the top of this page.)


 
 
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In the aftermath of any life-altering event, it’s challenging to think or hear clearly in the never- ending din of society; when the return to life-as-normal has to be resumed though your soul cringes at the merest thought of it and huddles in a corner while it whimpers
that it isn’t ready to face reality just yet.  Even so, you gradually unwind from your huddled position and slowly begin to press onward as you go through the motions of taking care of routine business matters: bill-paying, grocery shopping, yard work, etc.  All the while, you share a half-hearted shallow discourse with others who cross your path, using pat, non-committal phrases as you ensure yet another well-meaning soul that you are doing ‘okay.’  (Doesn’t that word speak volumes?!)  You return to work only when you have to and thankfully end up losing yourself in the many familiar details of your job.  Here
at work, people cannot see the numbing pain that is masked by your smile and your diligent – though rote - productivity, yet they could see it if they chose to look closely into your eyes.  

Resuming life-as-normal is a daunting task after any traumatic event.  Life was already challenging to deal with when it did not contain a life-altering event. Inundated with high emotions and stress, we look to have our life made easier by the electronic products that
we have grown accustomed to.  Yet the more our lives have been flooded with them and all the knowledge that comes with it, the more our vision has been clouded to the point where life feels more complicated and overwhelming than ever.  The technology we look to every day that was meant to give us more free time and greater ease of living while supplying us with the means to draw the world-wide community closer to us has instead made us a society rife with pseudo relationships, enslaved us to apps and social networks, and created a Pavlovian response in each of us so that we immediately reach for our phone whenever we hear a ding, or bell, or some other (usually annoying) sound announcing that we have been sent a text, an email, or a push notification relating to a breaking story, all the while hoping that it’s someone reaching out to us in this turbulent season of life who will lend us comfort or supply at least one answer to the many questions we have.  For all of our communication capabilities, we struggle to find even one person to turn to in time of need and wonder if anyone anywhere cares that we are struggling each day to simply survive.

When you can’t deal with life in all of its craziness, what should you do?    Return to the basics and begin by trusting in the One who will not disappoint.

When you can’t find where you fit into life, Jesus will never reject you when you come to Him.

John 6:37 (AMP)
“All whom My Father gives (entrusts) to Me [Jesus] will come to Me; and the one who comes to Me I will most certainly not cast out [I will never, no never, reject one of them who comes to Me].”

When you can’t find inner contentment or tranquility, set your mind on Christ.

Isaiah 26:3 (AMP)
“You [God] will guard him and keep him in perfect and constant peace whose mind [both its inclination and its character] is stayed on You, because he commits himself to You, leans on You, and hopes confidently in You.”

When you can’t clearly see the direction to take or the decisions to make, He will guide you.

Isaiah 42:16 [NIV]
“I [God] will lead the blind by ways they have no known, along unfamiliar paths I will guide them; I will turn the darkness into light before them and make the rough places smooth.  These are the things I will do; I will not forsake them.”

When you can’t see how you can pay the bills or supply clothes and food for you and your family, He will provide.

Philippians 4:19 [AMP]
“And my God will liberally supply (fill to the full) your every need according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.”

And when you can’t calm the anxious thoughts that race through your mind, share them with Him.

1 Peter 5:7 [AMP]
“Casting the whole of your care [all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all] on Him [Jesus], for He cares for you affectionately and cares
about you watchfully.”


When you can’t see how sense can be made of this mess, He will make it all work out, somehow and in His time.

Romans 8:28 (NIV)
“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.”   

Trust in the One who will never leave you to handle this life on your own.

Deuteronomy 31:8
“The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.  Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”

When you can’t, He can.  The choice is yours.  He’s waiting for you.


 (For more information about forming a relationship with the Lord, see
How You Can Find Him located at the top of this page.)


 
 
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When a person receives unforeseen news that is of a devastating nature, the world takes on quite a different look than it had only a moment prior.  The darker colors outdoors appear to be abnormally dismal, the still-leafless branches on the trees seem to be in the foreground of any view regardless of where one looks, and the jaggedness of last year’s thistles stand out in stark relief against the background of the pale, new growth of spring.  The world looks ‘off’ and seems to match the numbness from the intense pain residing in the heart.

Psalm 31:9-10 “Be merciful to me, O Lord, for I am in distress; my eyes grow weak with sorrow, my soul and my body with grief.  My life is consumed by anguish and my years by groaning; my strength fails because of my affliction, and my bones grow weak.”

Such was the case today for me.  Numb from the news of the telephone call, I wandered outside to retreat into the privacy of the garden where my tears could flow freely and I could speak plainly to the Lord of the deep pain in my heart.  I sought for some tangible sign of hope to ease the ache that had suddenly taken up residence in my soul.  And, as is just like our Father, I found it in quite an unexpected way.

Psalm 23:4 “Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.”

It was not that many days ago that I had been in the yard and saw a lone dandelion standing proud and tall against the edging where it was safe from the blade of the lawnmower.  Its bright yellow flower petals had been gleaming in the sunshine and it seemed to live unmindful of its reputation as a weed that people spent so much time and effort trying to eradicate from their perfectly manicured lawns. 

During my trip to the garden today, I espied it again, only to find the remnants of that happy-colored flower of yesterday in the form of a perfectly rounded seed head.   Its blooming season had ended and the seeds were poised so as to be caught up by the wind and borne to a new home where they could patiently wait for the next season to show their bright yellow heads to the world once more.

It was in this dandelion that I saw a reminder of the assurance of hope that has been promised to us as God’s children.

Job 14:5 “A person’s days are determined; you have decreed the number of his months and have set limits he cannot exceed.”

Just like the dandelion, we each have our season on this earth.  God alone knows the length of time given to every one of us.  For that brief span of time, we grow, bloom and shine brightly in the life He has gifted to us.  And when the time allotted to us has been fulfilled, He calls us home to Him.

Psalm 116:15 “Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his saints.”

During our lifetime, we release seeds (figuratively speaking) into other people’s lives that will remain long after we are gone.  While an individual may no longer be physically present with us, these seeds will gently remain in us as sweet reminders of the one who released them.    

Psalm 112:7 “He will have no fear of bad news; his heart is steadfast, trusting in the Lord.”

I thought that after the news of today that I would be full of ‘why’ questions.  Why her?  Why when she was so young?  Yet I could not question the God who knew the length of her life before she was ever born.  We were blessed to have her for nineteen years.  Instead, with tears streaming from my eyes, I looked heavenward then proclaimed loudly through the sobs caused from the deep ache in my heart, “Even so, I trust in You and in Your timing.  And I trust in the promise You gave of everlasting life for all those who believe.  I will see her again one day.”

John 3:16 “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.”

Until the time comes for us to begin everlasting life with Him, we have His promises of complete care for all that we need in this life.

Psalm 23 “The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.  He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul.  He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake.  Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.  You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.  You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.  Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.”

Truly we are here for but a moment.  What will you do with it?  What will you do with Him?  The choice is yours.  He’s waiting for you.

 

(For more information about forming a relationship with the Lord, see How You Can Find Him located at the top of this page.)

 
 
                                        Dedicated to Maria Kathleen Elias
                                               February 22, 1994 – April 18, 2013
                            Look for us by the gate.  We’ll be there before we know it.